Feeling so betrayed by these my tears ruining my composure.
Yet with every drop, a truth so vivid painfully sinks in. “I am losing you.”
Memories play back; moments like random episodes,
beautiful yet hurting as I slowly realise that a part of me is missing.
Quite a weight for one to shoulder, thought we were in this together but then;
Where is ‘us’ in ‘I’ and ‘me’, could we have lost us?
Loneliness if not by choice accompanied by numerous moments of seclusion makes the cut quite clear for a life lesson, “not all is lost”
Still unsettled, could be bleeding closed up in this place I can hardly define. Can you hear me call out, “where is us?”
Seems like it will take an eternity, I still hope to overcome moment by moment as I embark on this road to finding me.
Forever, yes! forever is a long time for those whose mind is not made up.
Forever had become me, infinity had become my comfort, my zone, my aim, my dream
It is rather so clear, “I lost me to forever.” My true self is out there somewhere and to me, I come.
“First, let me find me.”
You I can see no more; we are not anymore and much of I may fail to show up.
That much I pledge to find.
“Let me find me.”
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